Monday, March 30, 2009
1:10 PM
I have been receiving different kinds of calls at work...
all kinds...that you can think of...
sometimes , i got impatient ,
sometimes , i felt like shouting my lungs out ,
sometimes , i chose to listen to them..
sometimes , i even give advices....
it made me wonder if i face problems in life , would i give myself
the same advices? be able to calm myself ? control my temper?
I doubt so ... but all i can do now is to ask God to give me strength to help me.
piggy has been back from taipei for a week now,
I missed her.
i remember ... when we were friends , we can talk freely ,
with whatever tones we wish , whatever words we wanna use...
without taking much considering of how it may make the other party feel..
or maybe it just didnt matter as much cos we didnt take what we said to heart that much...
but now , with the deeper attachment with one another ,
I realise , we couldnt talk carelessly or anyhow use words ...
Any forms of communication from me to her ,
has to be taken thoughtfully and carefully.
I didnt know a word said out of anger would hurt her this much ,
I didnt know an impatient tone would affect her that much ,
it makes me understand myself more,
makes me want to try my best to improve not mainly for her
but for myself to be better , more Christ-like. ..
I thank God for this sweet courtship!!! I am truly enjoying every part of it ,
it is not just a ' i love you , you love me' thing ,
but a pruning process ,
learning to bring glory to Him.
I attended my new cell group with new cell leaders!
refreshed , and excited to see what God has in store for us
through the missionary ( as our cell leader ) ,
good!
My 21st Birthday 4th April !
not sure what to plan for my party ,
...abit lost...hahas ,
maybe i should just sit back and relax
and wait for people to surprise me or something...
mmm....really dunno what to expect ,
just hope everyone would enjoy themselves ,
wont get bored...
my 21st bday wish? mmmm....let me think about it....:p
Lkite Ne
